Lindsey Stern (
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[Lindsey/Duncan] - Drowning your sorrow
Who:Lindsey, Duncan
When: Sunday afternoon, 6/12
Where: Lindsey's apartment
Before/After: n/a
Warnings: Drunkness, awkward moments, Duncan
[Being stuck on another world with nothing to do while your first-grade son is a prisoner to god knows who is about the worst thing a mother could ever feel. (God, please don't try to prove her wrong.) She couldn't sleep, couldn't eat and with nothing to do but wait and pray, all that was left to her was to think.
And all of those thoughts. So many. all of them terrible, all of them worried and frightened and thinking about the worst that could happen. Not even being around Sam's old crayon drawings could cheer her up.
And like everything else, Lindsey didn't want to tell anyone. Not like they could do anything and would only leave them feeling as worthless as she did.
So she drank. More than was needed to simply sleep easier, or maybe it was just to keep out the nightmare that had become life. She didn't even bother to hide it now, with her small sample liquor bottles (most of them empty) next to the coffee machine and a half finished cup of coffee. Not that she could really reach those anyway, sitting against her new kitchen cabinets on the ground, one hand clinging to some vodka like it was some plushie.
Good thing she gave away her tablet and had no idea where her cellphone was, that'd probably be embarrassing. Not that she was too drunk or anything.
Who would she even call? Were operators still around?
One of them probably had a cute voice if they did. That was in their job description, right?
She took another swig, dousing a bit of hair that was caught in her mouth. whoops. Maybe showering would be good.
Maybe her son would suddenly appear like how he disappeared if she did.
Her son...
She took another swig.]
When: Sunday afternoon, 6/12
Where: Lindsey's apartment
Before/After: n/a
Warnings: Drunkness, awkward moments, Duncan
[Being stuck on another world with nothing to do while your first-grade son is a prisoner to god knows who is about the worst thing a mother could ever feel. (God, please don't try to prove her wrong.) She couldn't sleep, couldn't eat and with nothing to do but wait and pray, all that was left to her was to think.
And all of those thoughts. So many. all of them terrible, all of them worried and frightened and thinking about the worst that could happen. Not even being around Sam's old crayon drawings could cheer her up.
And like everything else, Lindsey didn't want to tell anyone. Not like they could do anything and would only leave them feeling as worthless as she did.
So she drank. More than was needed to simply sleep easier, or maybe it was just to keep out the nightmare that had become life. She didn't even bother to hide it now, with her small sample liquor bottles (most of them empty) next to the coffee machine and a half finished cup of coffee. Not that she could really reach those anyway, sitting against her new kitchen cabinets on the ground, one hand clinging to some vodka like it was some plushie.
Good thing she gave away her tablet and had no idea where her cellphone was, that'd probably be embarrassing. Not that she was too drunk or anything.
Who would she even call? Were operators still around?
One of them probably had a cute voice if they did. That was in their job description, right?
She took another swig, dousing a bit of hair that was caught in her mouth. whoops. Maybe showering would be good.
Maybe her son would suddenly appear like how he disappeared if she did.
Her son...
She took another swig.]
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[Whoops, couch arm caught one of legs, proceed to flop over halfway onto the couch. Not that she was hurt. In fact, she was giggling a little.]
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[sigh as she falls. he stands back]
Just lay down, okay?
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What do you think I'm doing? When did you start being so bossy?
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I'm not being bossy, I'm trying to help you out!
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Just--! Just go to sleep, okay?
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[he stalks back into the kitchen to grab the bar stool she keeps around and drags it into the living room. he sets it beside the couch and sits, more like perching, really, with his feet on the rungs at different levels and his hands on the seat between his legs]
I guess it's a good thing I decided to come over today, fuck.
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It's not like we hang out much these days anyway. Come sit down on the couch. [Waves a hand over]
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I'm going to sit right the fuck here and make sure you don't choke on your own vomit once you inevitably pass the fuck out.
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Hey, you know what else isn't pretty? Me finding you drunk off your ass in the corner of the kitchen.
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[Schooled]
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[Logic is perfectly sound there, Duncan...wait.]
-little bottles[There we go.]
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Lindsey, just. Stop, okay. Just stop.
[he actually doesn't care if she wants to drink because this situation is pretty goddamn stressful and he can't really blame her, but he is hoping this doesn't became a pattern. And also he is concerned that she is getting herself this hammered without anybody around to help her out if something happens.]
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She does as Duncan asks and stops for a good minute or 5, eventually wriggling her way to a more comfortable position on the couch. when she finally does speak, it's far more collected though still slurred.] So, why did you come here anyway?
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To check up on you.
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